let-it-bleed-out:
Interviewer: Were you doing what you could to keep him [Sid] off drugs?
John Lydon: No. He’s dead, so therefore I feel responsible, and I’m like that about so many damn things. I feel responsible for being bitter and catty about my own band when I shouldn’t be. We really do like each other, but don’t tell anyone. It won’t get us anywhere. [Laughs] I think the world of them. I couldn’t have gone on to whatever I went on to without that. But I’m fucking too hard to live with. Too hard to live without!